My love (:
Love.
Our existence was to give life to the most beautiful creature on this horrid earth.
Daniel (:
Is getting so big, 7 weeks old and weighs 11 lbs.
My big baby boy is growing so fast.
I LOVE
Hearing Daniel talk to himself.
I love this little boy so much, he’s my entire world and more! (:
And now I see,
How different life is when you’re not living for yourself anymore.
It’s a lot of work!
Doing baby clothes. Just sorted what I’ll need for a while after the babys born. Clothes, socks and hats. Wash cloths, burp rags and blankets!
Special soap to wash them -____-
Then sorted through all my other baby stuff.
Definitely in my “nesting” zone!
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I want my little baby here so I won’t be so bored!
I can’t wait to meet you little baby boy. You’re mommys everything! (:
I know, my heart tells me so.
You’re almost here, my sweet baby boy. I can’t wait until you are. I know its going to be hard, I’ll be by myself. But I know I can do it. I know I can. And I will. I can’t give you a family, I can’t make your father want to be one with us but I as your mommy I will do anything to make sure you have everything else. We don’t need him, all we need is each other. You’ve grown so much inside of me, and I’ve been your everything for 9 months. We have a bond no one else will ever have, its just between us. You and I, we can make it and we will. You’re all I’ll ever need, and I’m all you need. I love you beyond any words, beyond any explanation, beyond anything in this world.
Pregnancy is amazing.
The way we can grow human life inside of our bodies.
Give our children life.
Develop this little baby inside our tummys for 9 long months, that somehow seem so short close to the end.
It’s amazing to feel your child move and to hear his heartbeat.
Knowing your own comforts him.
After all, he falls asleep to it everyday & night.
How our breast produce milk to feed our babies.
Life is so complex and magnificent.
I cherish every moment I have you in my tummy little baby.
I love you more than anything.
I hope one day I can give you a brother or sister (really a sister).
It was so hard to have you, and after 2 1/2 years I finally have you!
I couldn’t be happier to know you’ll be here in such a short time.
I can’t wait for the moment you take your first breath and I see you for the first time.
Last night in the hospital,
Even being hooked up to machines and in pain. I had the most amazing sleep I’ve had in a while. I fell asleep listing to my sons heartbeat and continued to hear it the entire time I was there. It made everything better, everything was okay.
I wish I could do that every night.
